everyone i like is dead

why the hell do cool, talented, most excellent dude people have to die horribly and before they should. i was watching totally bill hicks last night for the twelfty billionth time and for some reason this time it just fucking depressed me. that dude there.. that one with the brown teeth and the lung capacity of a two year old.. the only man who’s ever made me laugh so much i maybe peed a little bit… that dude has been dead for almost eleven years. that dude has been dead more than half my life. how thoroughly depressing is that.

fuck it, i’m going to listen to some jeff buckley.


(I love you goat boy, you shaggy ol’ thing.)